Nobody needs you.

I don't need a dog in my life. I don't need you to be in my life as well. So don't try to act like you were the main character of my life. I'm the main of my life. I've lots of principles about life. I've heard lots of secrets that I don't know who to say with. I seriously need a teddy bear beside me now. I like bears. Not because there are cute, but just they are always my good listeners. They listen to your words with patient, without a single  action that indicate they don't like to do so. I can always talk to them even though I always accidentally fall asleep when I'm talking to them but they will never mad at me. NEVER.

You know my weakness. You know what I'm scared of but you just make it happen to me purposely. What was your aim? I'm confused. To praise your dog is cute or to make me teased by your dad that I was useless 'cause I scared of dog? Tell me, which one? I just can't get it that you actually know I'm scared of dog but you just keep bringing your dog near to me and telling me how tamed you dog were. Seriously, I feel like I should give you a slap on your face or shout loudly at you? Which one? I'm not interested in your dog and I'm have no interest in any other dogs either. So please, take it back home, stay away from me. Always.

I was born like that. I scared of dog for no reason and I don't even know why? How I wish I know the reason. Something might have happen during my mum's pregnancy. I guess.... Every times I asked myself not to scare of dog, passed by them without fear. But I failed every times. My fear will just take over me when I saw the dog. Next, I will just scream like tomorrow is the end of the world. I used to scream with a high pitch naturally. Sorry it's just too hard for me to get rid of it. 18 years and still counting, I just can't make it. My brain will just automatically programmed  and I will just scared of it. Maybe I need a psychologist to overcome it.

It's CNY now. But my CNY was just too boring. I've nothing to do but to continue to activate my blog and keep it update. Can I JUST SKIPPED NEXT YEAR CNY? Answer is too obvious. I missed high school life so much. I missed my friends so much. Just miss them...........

Happy Chinese New Year anyway. I just hope that year 2014 will be an awesome and great year for me. Everything I wish will become reality and I can meet a bunch of new and nice friends in my college. Fingers crossed. 

Gotta go. Bye. 

Happystar Li