你是想怎样？

你到底想怎样？我的脾气也有个底线的。不要一直指望我可以一直安慰你，一直在你身边帮你，说服你，我很累的，你知道吗？

你拿到了Inter-campus exchange 的 opportunity，很难得。别人想要都没有，你却想要在这个时候放弃？你疯了？是，你是我的朋友，在朋友的角度，我应该劝你不要放弃。可是从申请到真正拿到offer letter，你说要放弃，已经不是第一次了。我每次都劝你不要放弃，告诉你一大堆的道理，然后你终于坚持了。可是现在你又吵着要放弃，你到底想怎样？我很累的，每天都要面对你的一大堆理由，然后从中找出道理来说服你。我不是超人，你也不是我的谁，只不过是朋友而已，我能做的，已远远超出了朋友能做的。

就因为small test 考不好，所以你又再次吵着不要去了。算了，这次我对你彻底的放弃了，去不去，你自己决定吧。反正我也找到了我的朋友，少你多你一个也不差，只是心中难免会有些不开心。为什么？为什么在最后一步你选择放弃？小考而已，凭什么用它来当借口说不想去？不想去？你知不知道，能够到国外读书一直以来都是我的梦想。现在你拥有了机会，为什么要错过呢？

不是金钱上的问题，只是纯粹不想去，因为小考成绩不好。你的理由可以在荒谬一点吗？你不如告诉我你有飞机恐惧症，那比这更有说服我的能力。你不要一直拿它当藉口，藉口来威胁我或要我安慰你，如果你是我男朋友，I don't mind. 可是你不是！！凭什么要我浪费口水来说服你？我的容忍度也有个极限的。

小考考不好？我想请问一下，这一次的小考，有谁考好呢？没有人。那你凭什么闹这种脾气？你不是三岁小妹妹，已经二十岁了，应该会想去澳洲求学半年是多么难得的机会，放弃肯定会后悔的。算了，现在跟你说那么多也是白费的，随便你怎么做吧！你的人生你自己去决定，我只是劝你而已。

但是，最后还是希望你能告诉我你一定会和我一起去澳洲。。。

Happystar Li

miraclehappenbutwhen?

Finally.

Guess what, I finally got accepted for the inter-campus exchange program. My dream come true!! After all the months of worrying and hoping, I finally got my official offer letter from them. Now, the only problem is off-campus accommodation. Hmm.. I'm quite lazy to look for one and so I kind of rely on my friends to help me get one. (Laziness is the main problem but I cant help).

Last Wednesday, I went for a hostel arrangement talk held in my university. I was so sure that I didn't receive any offer letter before the talk. Was kinda disappointed 'cause everyone who applied for this program will have to attend this talk even if you don't receive the offer letter (according to them). But guess what, that was just a joke!! The fact is that, everyone who get invited to the talk are the one who will get (confirm) the offer letter from them. I didn't know this until they asked me whether I received my offer letter or not? At that moment, I don't really know they have sent the offer letter that morning. I was pretty rush that morning 'cause I woke up late and late for lecture. Then I was like.. hmm I don't know.

They asked me check my email now. Whoever didn't receive the offer letter are not required to attend this talk. Then I was super duper nervous while looking at my email. I got 3 emails from them that day. The first one was "congratulation & official offer letter". OMGGGG!!! I was so happy until I realized the second email's title was "Error in offer letter". At that second, I thought they will inform me they have wrongly send the offer letter to me. NOOOOO. I kind of nervous, pray to God, please let me go for once. Then I opened up the second email. NAHHH, the error is the dateline error in the offer letter form, so which mean I GOT MY OFFER LETTER!!! YESHHH!!!

I was trying to inform my friend about this but unfortunately the signal in the hall wasn't good and and she was sleeping, didn't pick up my call=((( Hahahaha. Told my parents about and they was like now you gonna learn how to cook, how to do your own laundry. OMGG why can't they just congrats me instead of all these...

Here comes the main part...

I called my super best best friend after that (you know who you're). Then she was like super happy for meeeeee. WHEEEEEE!! I don't know how to describe this feeling. Is like feeling kind of blessed or lucky to have her to be the first person to be happy for me.  The way you express your happiness by spamming my whatsapp even though you knew I'm having exam right now is just so crazy and great. I don't know since when our friendship have upgraded to be like a relationship? Hmm.. one-step below relationship. Hahaha. Feeling super super lucky to have you by my side always.

Thank you for being my forever listener that listen to my every problem and comfort me in your own way. Whenever I'm facing any difficulties or any happiness, the first thing I would like to do is to pick up my phone and start whatsapping you, updating you about the thing happened. If you didn't choose Australia, or put it that way, if I choose Australia's life, I think my life will be much more happy and we will be forever together every way we go. 

If you're a guy, I'll date for sure. For now, let's just hope we can meet up in Australia in July. 

Happystar Li