Here We Go
Here we go!!! Here comes the end of degree first year. A lil' out of my expectation that time went so fast. Last week I was struggling with my law and accounts, and this week I get to do what I want. Drastic change within a week!!! OMG!! I kind of glad that I'm an A&F student 'cause my exam ended within a week. Eventhough it was super pack and rush, but the pain will over after a week. Not like others, still struggling with their studies. Even if they are not, they still face a conflict of want to study or play (I pretty sure everyone face these, 'cause I face this problem everytime).
This post will typically describe how I feel during that hectic exam week. First of all, LAW!! My expectation of law would be like if I know, then I'll have an idea how to write. I did pay attention during lecture 'cause its law. (I'm quite insecure with this subject and I don't know why?) I don't even dare to skip any of the lectures and even do notes for every chapter, again, 'CAUSE ITS LAW! I've that kind of feeling that if I don't know, I'll get into trouble 'cause no one is here to help me. But, later I found out evenhthough I did pay attention in lecture, I still can't really answer the problem questions. Law being law, never gonna easy for us especially being the first time facing it. It's just something beyond your expectation. There's no exact answer for every question, literally, based on how you apply the law and how you gonna argue about it. This is so not the way that I'm already get used to it, where every question have an exact answer, and all I've to do is to study the chapter then answer the question accordingly to the answer given. But, as for law, you have to really understand it and argue using your own words. I don't have any confidence for law. NEVER!!
Accounts never gone easy for me too! After all, I choose to be A&F student so no putting blame on others. I used to wonder whether to take international business or accounting. My parents sort of advising me to take IB cause maybe next time I get the chance to work overseas (who knows) but if that really happen, then Italy please!!! Unfortunately I feel quite insecure with IB. I don't know why just worry that IB working line might be quite broad (no offense) and I personally will prefer something professional and specific, so accounts will be the best choice. Having brother and cousin studying A&F and they managed to secure a great job with a high post in audit firm kind of giving me an inspiration to take accounts. I really hope, I mean HOPE I'm as smart as them next time.
I don't like being the only one or the unique one who takes up a new course to study. (What I meant "new" are taking the course that have not been taken by anyone of my cousins, relative or family). I like to have some example being able to show me how and what should I do. I like to learn from my brother's mistake when he took that units four years ago and keep reminding myself not to make the same mistakes again. I might be a little bit coward? when it comes to future cause I just don't want to make any mistake that will effect my future life. I won't move unless it has been confirmed that this pathway will be 100 percent safe and someone whom I really trust gives me that guarantee. I guess I like pointing fingers or putting blame on others for making wrong decision for my future, that's why I need a guarantee from others... (super bad bad bad habit).
P.S. This post was written the day right after my finals in November. But I just feel like posting it now. Sorry, I drafted alot =(
Happystar Wei
Accounts never gone easy for me too! After all, I choose to be A&F student so no putting blame on others. I used to wonder whether to take international business or accounting. My parents sort of advising me to take IB cause maybe next time I get the chance to work overseas (who knows) but if that really happen, then Italy please!!! Unfortunately I feel quite insecure with IB. I don't know why just worry that IB working line might be quite broad (no offense) and I personally will prefer something professional and specific, so accounts will be the best choice. Having brother and cousin studying A&F and they managed to secure a great job with a high post in audit firm kind of giving me an inspiration to take accounts. I really hope, I mean HOPE I'm as smart as them next time.
I don't like being the only one or the unique one who takes up a new course to study. (What I meant "new" are taking the course that have not been taken by anyone of my cousins, relative or family). I like to have some example being able to show me how and what should I do. I like to learn from my brother's mistake when he took that units four years ago and keep reminding myself not to make the same mistakes again. I might be a little bit coward? when it comes to future cause I just don't want to make any mistake that will effect my future life. I won't move unless it has been confirmed that this pathway will be 100 percent safe and someone whom I really trust gives me that guarantee. I guess I like pointing fingers or putting blame on others for making wrong decision for my future, that's why I need a guarantee from others... (super bad bad bad habit).
P.S. This post was written the day right after my finals in November. But I just feel like posting it now. Sorry, I drafted alot =(
