The End

Here comes the end of the semester and also the end of the journey in xxxx (not to be specific). Honestly, I didn't really hate it as much as the first day I was there. The environment, the people are still there, but I kind of get rid of it by constantly sticking to my own friends group or so called "my comfort zone". I have given up to be more socialized by mixing around with all kinds of people. It makes me so uncomfortable. I tend to keep quiet when I'm with a huge bunch of not-that-familiar-but-trying-to-be-familiar-people. That explains why I'm labelled as the quietest among the group. Not that I don't speak, it's just that I prefer to be a listener rather than the speaker when I'm around with a group of not really comfortable people. When I'm with my friends, there's no way for me to become a listener. 'Cause I will be the one who talks the most in my friends group. (That's a hint for you to determine that we're close or not =D)

So I've decided to come out from that huge bunch of people and find my very own gang in semester 2. It was obviously difficult and I struggled alot in order to find the right person to be with. I was alone, most of the time until accounting class started. I finally found my 'right person' that I can talk to and share my thought with. It was totally unexpected that she had the same feeling just like me. She introduced me to her gang of friends that had the same thought as her too! Thanks god, I finally found them? I don't really sure but at that moment, I was so confidence that we will be closer very soon. So I sort of taking the lead to held a hangout, one-day-trip with them later on. Even though it wasn't going on like what I really expected, but indeed, we became closer through the planning process. I'm not alone, I guess? 

In semester 3, things were going so well that it went beyond my expectations. We bonded so well that they kind of take care of me. (Since I'm the maknae in the group.) Maknae literally means youngest in Korean. Happy? I guess I'm quite satisfied about it eventhough I knew that this friendship will end very soon 'cause I'm going to another university next year and we won't be as close as now anymore. It won't be a one-year-kind-of-friendship but we have limited time to meet each other next time. =(

Anyhow this is an appreciation post specially written for them to thanks them for being my best friends for that one year. I will never forget our jokes, laughters and imaginary stories. The only reason that I decided to change college because this campus suck! Its beyond terrible. You guys are the best but so sorry that I can't stand that mouse-like environment anymore. Do keep-in-touch next year if possible.... PS. I didn't give them my blog URL, so they won't know I wrote this for them. I would like to keep it private. 

Merry Christmas!!!!! Jingle on the way =) Late wish (as usual). Enjoy your day before school start. Praying that I'll get good grade in final and get into the university I want. =)
Bye.

Happystar Li