Confusion

As promised, I will be telling the story in these post. So, where should I start from? Make it simple, its like when I was young, everytime I fall sick and admitted into hospital, none of my relatives will come and visit me or my other family members, they were afraid that they might get affected by the virus. C'mon it wasn't virus but just a normal flu or whatever stuff. When any of them had troubled, my dad was the first person to lend a hand and helped them no matter what. Willing to spend that much money just to help them overcome, even when that problem cannot be solved using money, my dad was willing to spare his time to think of a way to solve. But what do we get in the end? They treated us like a problem-solving-machine and  they actually came to us whenever they faced problems. When my mum was telling me this, all of a sudden, I felt proud that I'm a member of problem-solving-machine. I 'm proud of my dad like seriously. Respect =) Deeper story? Is okay, its sensitive anyway, I would prefer diary actually. 

Let's not talk about that. Recently, I have just looked back my previous posts. Strange feeling started to surround me. Am I actually grown up? I'm confused. Every post like almost, I will share my favourite quotes that I get it from books or dramas. From the quotes, I realised that I have grown up. I actually learn to let it go sometimes. Things that not belong to us or I can never achieve it, is okay to let it go now. I know that I can't play basketball and I would never force myself to learn it. Just let it be. The imperfect part will turn into perfect after some time. Nobody's perfect and I'm not nobody, therefore I should be imperfect. Before that, I tried so hard to force myself to play basketball but I failed. Now, just-let-it-be. But when it comes to academic, that's just another way of saying that. I will definitely force myself to be perfect in academic. There is no reason I don't did well in exam 'cause I was given the time to study. No excuses. 

Here is some other quotes that I like. 

不完美其实也是一种完美。

笑着，哭着都是一天，那，为什么我们不选择笑笑过每一天呢？

爱情就美丽的是暧昧的时刻，过了，那就会变成一种负担。

真正的朋友，不是那些每天陪你花天酒地的，而是在你遇难时，不会离你而去的。

懂你的人，会静静陪着你不说话，不懂你的人，会一直吵你对他说话。

幸福其实很简单，当你没想着它，你就是在幸福着。

婚宴，不是看有多少人出席，而是看你生命中最重要的人都有没有到齐。

爱你的人，不是那些整天对你甜言蜜语的人，而是整天故意整你让你生气的人。

Cant think of others now..

Anyway, I found this new song (quite long ady actually) super nice... Derrick's FOREVER... omg.. Fall in love with it the first time I listened to it. I like the lyrics. And not to forget Aaron's drama theme song, 二分之一 is great also.. Love them to the max.. 

Gotta go, continue to practice my oral presentation.. Wish me luck =) Full mark!! Finger crossed.

Happystar Love Aaron.

Simple Update =)

Just a little short and simple update just to keep my bloggie alive. Time seriously flies and for the first time, I wish that it can passed a little slower. I don't normally hope it'll pass slower as I just don't want to leave in the past that have made me so miserable. Many things have happened in this month, I mean June. First of all, I have just celebrated my 18th birthday on the18th of June.1818. Nice number =) Its only happen once in my life. Next, I was so touched when one of my college friends actually stayed up to 12am just to be the first person to wish me Happy Birthday. Although we knew each other for like four months and started to become closer when we were in the same group in the same campsite three months ago, but I will never know that our friendship can be so real... Thank you for your everything =) and yes we coincidentally hate the same person that we don't even realise that we actually talk bad about the same person. I don't know why I didn't told you the name of the person at first but when we found out that we were gossiping about the same person, the feeling was... ohyeah, finally, someone understands me right now..   You were like my elder sister, taking care of this blur younger sister. (I think I am blur, most of the time.) 

Okay, now lets switch topic to some emotional topics. Recently my mum had just told me some truths that I would never expected things can be like this previously. I feel quite luckily that my family was the only one that willing to lend a hand to help others. Thank God I was born in this family.. Started to cherish what I have now... (Wanna know what's that? Wait till my next post, I will tell you the story =P)

Kinda fall in love with this song now. 《面具 》This song super nice!! As in the lyrics super touching my heart. It talks about people nowadays like to wear a mask when dealing with others. They are not showing their true self to others instead creating a fake character for themselves. When they remove their mask, they will eventually find out that how stupid they are and how much pain they have to face.. Do find out more by searching the lyrics.. 

Omgggg, after my Korea Trip, I found myself falling in love with K-Pop. I knew I am a bit late for that but its okay. I love Mr. Mr. and Mr. Chu and I can replay it hundreds times per day without feeling bored.. Yes, I love Korean's songs right now. I love Monday Couple so much...and I really hope that they can become real couple in reality. Finger crossed. 

Gotta go. I have Accounting and Marketing quizzes next week. Have to start study right now. Will update more next week..No promise =)

HappystarLi